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miscelánea 70 (2024): pp. 197-216 ISSN: 1137-6368 e-ISSN: 2386-4834
snatched from the US television show Sex and the City: “a shoe-crazy, lipstick-
obsessed, wine-swilling, pasta-slurping, fashion-fanatic, single-forever, about-to-
get-married big city-girl cartoonist […] with a fabulous life” (2006: 1), when she
“finds… a lump in her breast?!?” (1). Text and images reflect that urbanite Marisa
loves being a socialite in New York’s vanity fair: haute-couture clothes, high heels,
fancy cars and restaurants, expensive getaways to Europe, glamorous galas before,
during and after her illness, because her daily existence can be fabulous —if she
wants it to— even while having a tumor in her breast. Cancer might kill her, but it
cannot define her or rule all her days and nights. Marisa is not what a scholar in
literary studies expects to find in a patient with a life-threatening illness: neither
the helpless victim to be pitied nor the furious warrior, like Lorde, to be admired,
because there is no prototype for breast cancer sufferers. For Arthur Frank, another
type of illness story is the “restitution narrative”, whose plot is, “Yesterday I was
healthy, today I’m sick but tomorrow I’ll be healthy again” which reflects a natural
desire to get well (1995: 77-78). Cancer Vixen is a restitution narrative in which
Marisa remains as frivolous, vain and funny as she used to be, while being serious
about fighting the war against illness, recovering her physical and mental health
from cancer, and surviving.
Her graphic novel begins when Marisa discovers a lump in her left breast, goes to
Dr. Mills’s clinic, and a biopsy confirms the diagnosis of cancer, so she must
undergo a lumpectomy. This breast-conserving surgery removes cancer or other
abnormal tissue from the breast, including a small amount of healthy tissue that
surrounds it to ensure that all the abnormal tissue is removed; thus, not all the
breast tissue. Dorothy Judd lists some states of mind which a life-threatening
illness may provoke in people with disease can experience, like uncertainty,
nameless dread, loneliness, falling forever, catastrophic change, guilt, mourning,
or the need to make reparations (2013: 27-28). When Marisa finds out that she
has breast cancer and must endure a surgical procedure, some panels in the same
page of Cancer Vixen reflect these feelings: “The Electrolux of the universe sucked
me into a black hole. I was alone, afraid. Frozen in time for an eternity in a vast
expanse of nothingness, surrounded by dark matter… wishing I could just go back
to worrying about my stupid, self-absorbed, self-esteem, weight, bad-skin, bad
hair issues that had obsessed me my whole life…” (Marchetto 2006: 9). Here,
words capture her distress; the drawing parodies her fall into darkness, while color
plays a vital narrative role in this example of graphic medicine, because it adds
meaning to text and sketches, notably, her emotions. Thanks to the visual presence
of red in her shoes and black in her surroundings, the reader observes the intensity
of the cancer patient’s anxiety at having no future and the fear of dying soon. Yet,
in her graphic novel, she keeps her sense of self during her descent into the hell of
coping with illness: she still wears her trademark high heels.